When was the last time I blogged, like 18 months ago? Sorry about that. Life is ridiculous, eh?
It's April 1st, and no, this post is in fact NOT an April Fool's Day joke. 8 months ago, August 21, 2013 to be precise, I was diagnosed with Chronic Lyme Disease. Yep. No joke. Those of you not familiar with my family's history with this disease won't think much of it, but those of you who know everything that has gone on with my family will say, WHAT? You're f**** kidding me right? Still not joking here.
Nobody even reads this blog anymore, so I'm mostly just writing for myself right now. Because I'm at the end of my work day, and I'm utterly exhausted. I have this tightness in my chest today and I'm not sure what it is or how to describe it, nor how to make it stop. It sorta hurts, but not like a sharp pain, just a constant, deep sort of ache I think. It's not the anxiety tightness either. It's just, weird. And I want it to stop. I sorta feel like half of everything I experience comes from all the damn pills I have to take all day, every day. Sometimes I just wanna take a break for a month from all treatment, but I don't know how much that would slow down any progress we're making. I don't know.
All I know is right now, I need to go home and I need to sleep. And probably drink more water.
Lyme sucks.
I read. :)
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